Wednesday, September 17, 2008
everything is almost back to normal, i think??
somewhat feeling better since i can eat the basic food already.. no fried food and no thick slabs of meat yet.. but it still feels good to eat once again..
going back to work on this coming monday.. new office.. its been under renovation since i got in... went back once and it is quite nice leh actually.. But the headache will soon approach..
SIGH~ as i look at Alvin, he looks so happy and contented... they say u have to be in a relationship to understand wat it is all about. i played with tang hoe, fm and his da sao mj that nite. after fm left we continued.. and listening to hoe's MP3, da sao commented that the songs make her feel like tan lian ai all over again. as i listened all it brought about was a tinge of sadness, a pinch of lonliness and covered over by fear and denial.
Its abit like my brain is trying to cover up the heart so it does not feel the sadness and loneliness all over again.
~!* jus let me get over my life im too afraid to feel pain again *!~
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2) to stop bitching about 'work'. Thats life. suck it up.
4) to visit taiwan. better start planning.
5) to start doing push ups everyday. 20 + (2 x (week) )
6) to swim once at least every month.