Monday, June 16, 2008
the inner battle
i have commissioned already...
it seems like its no big deal.. parade was fuked up.. screwed up... haiZ~ couldnt find a date for my commission ball so asked my gd fren along. feels a bit weird leh.. cos we like buddies den must behave so primp and proper with her.. lmao
the feeling of lonliness suddenly hit me today for no reason. wth lo.. i was getting along fine..
it seems i change personality before and after i drink. the before is a serious dun like joking around kind of person, wonders why the hell people are cursing "fuck la, this...., that...." complaint for wat fuck, do something about it la. When people are joking around during the parade, super du lan them. Fucking hell dun spoil my parade. Dun dare to talk to gers cos scared of being rejected.
The after me is like "oh yea!! u wan noe that ger come i help u get to noe her" Lets party type of guy... that used to be the old me, fun loving except the daring to tok to gers part, i was damn shy den to tok to gers i dunno. Something is seriously wrong with me. or is that just that im growing up?
My operation coming soon.. july~ looks like im going to drink from a straw for 3 meals a day soon...
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leaving footprints of mine
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2) to stop bitching about 'work'. Thats life. suck it up.
4) to visit taiwan. better start planning.
5) to start doing push ups everyday. 20 + (2 x (week) )
6) to swim once at least every month.