Sunday, May 11, 2008
back frm thailand
Back from Thailand.. tiring trip i must say.. realised changes in me.. becoming sort of a loner when i used to be the type that wans to be in the "hot zone" everytime. just sitting in the corner and watching people mingling and chatting. Reading through Alvin's blog made me realised that yearning to have someone to care about, to dote, to understand is what i wanted all these years. but suddenly that yearning died for almost 2 months until lying in bed that nite while everyone chatting around me, i suddenly felt that ache again for no apparent reason.
now as we approach the big day, the task of asking someone to go with me to the commission ball is a pain in the arse. the dread that what happened on social nite will happen again is haunting me.. sigh~
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leaving footprints of mine
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2) to stop bitching about 'work'. Thats life. suck it up.
4) to visit taiwan. better start planning.
5) to start doing push ups everyday. 20 + (2 x (week) )
6) to swim once at least every month.