today mom suddenly ask how come i dun give her $$ from my army allowance.. WTF lo i give her every month. unless its the start of a new term eg. jus go in OCS. i give her like 3-4 times liao.. not including this month.



then she start to nag, dad hears den he too start to nag. fark! when 1 stop nagging, the other starts. they say we shdnt compare about how much we give our parents, lke on newspaper la got 1 family the children compare who shd give lesser.. WTF i wasnt even comparing i jus give out of my own accord. den as soon as she tok about comapring, she says my brother gives her $100 a month la and i shd give the same la..




i mean i tot u say dun compare? pls lo.. when bro was in jc he got 2 times the allowance i got in poly and i didnt say much. now u tell us dun compare but u wan to compare.. the thing i hate is the farking comparing of me to my brother.. I AM ME!!! NO FARKING ELSE ONE.



Cant u jus accept me for who i am.. bernard got worse for results but its ok? when i do slightly worse both of u look so damn disappointed and start to say how good eugene is? fark that all man if u both like them so much jus tell me den i will disappear more often. i stay at hm more cos i see ma so stressed and wan to make sure she is ok. den now got this type of fuked up things i can easily go back to my u wun see me attitude.



fark it all man... u wan how much jus say la.. dun need to nag so farking much den keep comparing.. work also complaint dun work complaint, give complaint, dun give also complaint. UP YOURS LA