*sunburnt*

went sentosa with 16 ppl!! all frm oph de.. actually when yanshan jio me go i think got like 5 ppl? in the end got 17.. went for the luge ride, haha its damn fun.. brakes was no longer in our dictionary. ah hao, julian and me sped pass the gers who left like 2 mins b4 us? haha...

Im seriously getting realli damn farking pissed with my parent's nagging. I have a life to live, if u need something to control go buy a dog or a robot. TH toked to me and told me wat may be worrying my parents, so i tried to stay at hm and go out less after work.. but the nagging wun stop.. im already working whole dae wif a short temper( a few hrs of slp per dae), still have to smile and handle farking irritating guest and when i come home wat i need is not nagging and for me to put up with some more shit. FARK! If job is so easy to find, find 1 for me that is able to pay high, easy sit around do nutting, a few hours a dae.



Tracy seems damn tired with this job... dun blame her, i worked at it for onli 1 month and im tired already, seeing all the shit she has to handle...



i still like her alot, y the hell must it turn out this way.... having fun that dae but fate had to let me see her. i think i was using esther as a replacement? maybe chasing someone else will ease the pain? but i dun feel pain anymore. maybe im jus realli overtired. wan to find a corner and jus hide there and look at the sky, listening to music.