its been a long time since i used the com. i havent been home for almost 1 week, when i come home, i slp, when i wake up i go work. after work mostly i go out wif friends. i decided to jus stay at home tmr...

quite farking pissed. when i stay at home doing nutting, parents nag me and ask me go do something useful. i work, they say i work too much and wan me to stay at home. when i work shifts, they wan me to start to pay for most of my expenses, so to cover my transport and outings and my food, i have to work more. Then when i work more they nag again... OMG..


i seriously dun like staying at home too much cos they will start to nag. do this do that, dun do this dun do that. it tires me more then working, it fustrates me...


this few weeks, i seriously do not know wat esther is thinking or feeling. kaiwen tells me i got chance, but i dont noe, she seems to be ignoring me. I am tired of this type of things to a point it doesnt hurt anymore when this type of things happen. i have too many past experience wif failures. Where the hell am i going wrong or is it jus my fate? Sy asked me if i was willing to quit for her. i think i can quit but i do not wan to. i need a drink and slp..